I feel like it has been so long since I stepped off the plane, into Madrid, and started this new journey, but today is only my 5th day here. I start school tomorrow, and I have never been so unsure about anything.
Its not that I am scared of not making friends, or not being able to find my way around, it is all about the language. It wont be like me and my host parents having “spanglish” conversations. I wont have Blanca by my side to tell me what the teachers are saying, and from here on out, it is just me, on my own… but I guess thats how you learn.
Earlier today Blanca and I walked around Madrid and she showed me a park near the house, and its absolutely gorgeous. There are multiple, very big statues and a large pond in the center of the park. I believe it is called something like “Radito Park.” Dont quote me on that, but thats what it sounds like. Over the past couple of days, I have met four girls, 2 of which I will be in the same school with, so it will be nice to see a familiar face or two tomorrow.
I have finally adjusted to the times of things around here, such as eating lunch at 2 and dinner at 10 or 11. My host family says I eat very little, but I havent had a really big appetite since I got here. I have asked multiple people, and they all say that Americans have a reputation to always be eating a lot, but I have never had a meal as big as these spanish lunches. Today, or about 2 hours ago, I tried rabbit. Let me just say, it was pretty disgusting, and watching my host dad play around with the rabbits foot along with the still attatched nail didnt make it any easier to try.
I miss my family. A lot, and I think Im becoming homesick. Its tough because I feel like I have been here for weeks, when in reality, it has only been 5 days. It makes me realize how long 10 months can really be… how long I have to wait to see them again, and it does suck to miss those small moments of laughter and random joking with the people you love, missing the memories. Thankfully I have been lucky enough to get a good host family that cares about me, and I do feel comfortable here. So dont get me wrong, Im not complaining, I just miss “home”.
Those are the most interesting things that have happened so far, and before I forgot about them, I wanted to inform those who care. Lastly, while I have been here, I have recieved about 3,592,710,385 looks from people wondering why the straight-up, blonde hair, blue eyed, irish/german, white girl was wondering around the Madrid with a typical spanish family. Its like they have never seen an American before.
In 12 hours I have to be at the school for “presentacion”, so I should probably call it a night. Buenas noches.
(Excuse my lack of apostrophes, but Im using a spanish laptop and Im about 90% sure that there isnt one present on the keyboard. Also I had no desire to proof read this, because Im lacking a good nights rest. I apologize for anything thats is poorly written or you are unable to understand.)